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juli '08
I lost my great grandmother. At first, I thought you know ok she's gone, she's dead, she's not here. Ok how am I supposed to feel about my great grandmother dying when I haven't seen her in the last 7 years. So I am like whatever. But then I really started to realize she's gone, she's dead, she's not here. I realized she's never coming back. I had images of her in my head from when I was little and I would always go see her in her living room. The images consisted of me, my brother my mom and my dad walking into her room and the first thing she'll do is reach into her side drawer to find the goodies she was wanting to give to us followed by a hug and kiss. Then all of running around and playing while her and my dad chatted. After that wonderful image of the good old times, I saw pictures of her in the kitchen with all my family. I wanted to cry so bad when I saw those pictures for the first time, but I didn't because I never thought that the days would end for my great grandmother. I thought that up until december the 13th in 2001. The day it happened. The day my great grandmother past away, peacefully, in her sleep. See this is where my story ends. You think that, no it want happen, not to my great grandmother/father, not to my grandmother/father, not even my mom or dad. But the fact is, you will lose them(not spiritually) eventually no matter what you think. It could happen anytime whether they are 50, 60, even 100. My great grandmother was 78. See these feelings won't actually hit you until the person(s) are actually gone physically. But from my experience of losing many people in my life, they might be gone physically, but they will always be with you spiritually.
Rest In Peace:Marianne S.
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