I've been pleased doing lots of things.. like school, traveling, sports and most of all spending quality time with those people who mean the world to me. Ever since Marianne passed away, things have been so different for me. I've become a much "mature" person, and I've become way too independent.. I always depended on her for everything, that's why, but now I've come to realize only the memories of her will stay in my mind, heart and soul.. she will never leave my heart because she has done so much for me that no one can ever repay. But I know, she's at a better place now..

Each and every day, I live my life knowing that I'm a strong person and that I can survive each and every challenging obstacle that may come my way. I thank god for giving me the strength and for my grandma who had taught me so much about life... she is the greatest person I've ever known.

Well, my dad is still here, and he's all I've got left as a reminder of my grandma... I look at him and each time I do, I see my grandma with him.. I feel as if her presence is just there watching over me.

Anyways, I'm just blogging right now, cause I'm bored and thinking alot. I really hope my life turns out to be the way my grandma had wanted, but if not, then i will make my life the way I've always wanted it to be..

Anyhow, I guess this is it..